HELLO. 

THIS IS MY BLOG. I HAVE NO IDEA HOW YOU CAME UPON HERE, BUT I DON'T GIVE A FUCK. 

THIS IS A STRICTLY FRIEND'S ONLY BLOG

NO WAY AM I GONNA LIST OUT ALL THE PEOPLE I ALLOW HERE. 

BUT YOU CAN TRY YOUR LUCK. 

IF I ACCEPT YOU (knowing who you are), GREAT, YOU CAN VIEW MY PREVIOUS PRIVATE ENTRIES. 

IF I REJCT YOU, DON'T CRY, THERE ARE MORE BETTER BLOGS TO READ OUTSIDE ON THE VIRTUAL WORLD. 

Math does not work this way:

adding you as a friend does not equals to not bitching about you. 

IF I DELETED YOU OFF, IT'S PROBABLY DUE TO ONE OR MORE OF THE FOLLOWING REASONS:

- i won't be making anymore private entries/this blog is for rotting
- and since i won't be making anymore private entries, and you're not one one of my blog stops, off you go. 
- you're too bitchy, im kidding
- there is a need for me to type out your name in one of my more rare yet severe cases of bitching. (really rare)
- i feel that you're too young and innocent for explicit language
- i don't like you.

SIMPLE?! 

YEAH MAN, OKAY BYE. TRY HARDER IF YOU'RE STILL SEEING THIS POST AFTER SENDING YOUR REQUEST  :D 

ON the other hand, I'm really nice if i know you. hahaha. 

Sometimes we let affection, go unspoken,
Sometimes we let our love go unexpressed,
Sometimes we can't find words to tell our feelings,
Especially towards those we love the best.

That's why we often lose the people whom we love the most. Because we always have this mindset that we'll be happy if they are happy, even though their happiness sets upon our own misery. Our very own misery that we cast upon ourselves, just because we didn't express our love.

And who knows? That the other half might be feeling the same as you do, but however just waiting for your first move.  

Time.
Trust.
Faith.
And most importantly, Love.

We're all too young for love. 

Too young to judge Love. 
Too young to experience Love.
Too young to be in Love.

Probably not. 

Love is something intangible, unmeasurable, usually generous. 

One sided is torturous, gleeful, painful, exciting, heart-breaking, sweet dreams, nightmares

Two-sided is sweet, floaty - the combination of everything positive. BUT, still, it's heartbreaking, uncertain, fake, without the assumption of ceteris paribus. (YAWNS)

According to many philosophers, the only goal of life is to be happy. And there is only one happiness in life: to love and be loved. 

OKAY, IM NOT THAT HAPPY AFTERALL :(

[	Current Mood	|	uncertain	]
[	Current Music	|	with you / chris brown	]

assurance needed. :( i don't want the past to repeat itself again. if it's like a fling or whatever nonsense, good game for me. i'll probably go to the monastery for a moment. it's really very very hard to trust. although it's rather diff.

bahhh. once bitten twice shy third lynette dies. okay. i need to stop blabbering nonsense now. 

it's all because of sylvia, who asked so many qn. & told me so many stuff abt xiangxiang & her. so sweeeeeeeeeet :D steal food huh? HAHAHA

my abdomen hurts. like free.

:( 

mella foo scares the hell outta me.

if anything bad happens, i'll miss you, for real. seriously.

touch rugby is getting tiring. or maybe it has always been like this, just that it gets pretty tiring due to long school hours with long nagging sessions. :O & my beloved homework(SSSSSSSSSSSS) not done. & im like super tired. zhen shi de. 

aim: befriend homework & math.  i have no life. :(

this feeling of uncertainty lingers around me like death. it's rather intimidating at times. perhaps i should just follow what sylvia said, be optimistic. & stop feeling so inferior. kanasai la.

AMD GERALD, Gerald is irritating.... Neh neh. Do something about it. 




like thanks ah saliva ho jia en